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“No, no, I did not love you …” by Anna Akhmatova 🇷🇺 (23 Jun 1889 – 5 Mar 1966)
Translated from the Russian by Cecil Maurice Bowra
No, no, I did not love you,—gladly
Scorched though I was by such a flame;
And yet explain the strength that sadly
Still lingers for me in your name.
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In front of me I saw you kneeling,
Like one who waited for a crown;
And round your youthful head was wheeling
Death’s silent shade to strike you down.
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You went,—but not to triumph going;
You went to death. Oh empty night l
My Angel, may you stay not knowing,
Not seeing my despairing plight.
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But if white suns from Paradises
Shine on the pathway in the spring,
But if the meadow bird arises
Among the spiked sheaves, on the wing.
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Oh this is you, I know it, trying
To converse with me from the grave;
I see the shot-scarred hillock lying
Above the Dniester’s bloody wave.
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Days of renown and love forgetting.
Forgetting days of youth gone by.
And crafty ways, and soul’s dark fretting.
Yet still your face, your fame unsetting
I shall remember till I die.