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“Three Autumns” by Anna Akhmatova 🇷🇺 (23 Jun 1889 – 5 Mar 1966)
Translated from the Russian by Mary Besemeres
The smiles of summer are lost on me,
I find no secrets in winter
But I have observed almost without fail
Three autumns in every year.
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The first—a holiday madness
Thumbing its nose at summer
Leaves fly, like pages from notebooks
the smell of smoke is incense-sweet
and everything’s moist, dappled, bright
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First to dance are the birches
Throwing on threadbare garments
Shaking off momentary tears
Onto their neighbours over the fence
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But this is just the beginning
A second passes, a minute, and then
Comes another, aloof as conscience
As ominous as an air raid
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Everything now seems paler, and older,
the comfort of summer cast out
distant marches of golden trumpets
drift in on the fragrant mist
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and the cold waves of its incense
cover the high vault of heaven;
but the wind rushes in, the sky gapes wide,
it’s suddenly clear the drama is ending:
this is no third autumn, this is death.