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“Parting” by Boris Pasternak 🇷🇺 (10 Feb 1890 – 30 May 1960)
Translated from the Russian by Lydia Pasternak Slater
A man is standing in the hall
His house not recognizing.
Her sudden leaving was a flight,
Herself, maybe, surprising.
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The chaos reigning in the room
He does not try to master.
His tears and headache hide in gloom
The extent of his disaster.
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His ears are ringing all day long
As though he has been drinking.
And why is it that all the time
Of waves he keeps on thinking?
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When frosty window-panes blank out
The world of light and motion,
Despair and grief are doubly like
The desert of the ocean.
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She was as dear to him, as close
In all her ways and features,
As is the seashore to the wave,
The ocean to the beaches.
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As over rushes, after storm
The swell of water surges,
Into the deepness of his soul
Her memory submerges.
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In years of strife, in times which were
Unthinkable to live in,
Upon a wave of destiny
To him she had been driven,
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Through countless obstacles, and past
All dangers never-ended,
The wave had carried, carried her,
Till close to him she’d landed.
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And now, so suddenly, she’d left.
What power overrode them?
The parting will destroy them both,
The grief bone-deep corrode them.
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He looks around him. On the floor
In frantic haste she’d scattered
The contents of the cupboard, scraps
Of stuff, her sewing patterns.
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He wanders through deserted rooms
And tidies up for hours;
Till darkness falls he folds away
Her things into the drawers;
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And pricks his finger on a pin
In her unfinished sewing,
And sees the whole of her again,
And silent tears come flowing.