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From “Trilce” by César Vallejo 🇵🇪 (16 Mar 189215 Apr 1938)
Translated from the Spanish by H. R. Hays
XVIII.
Oh, the four walls of the cell!
Ah, the four whitening walls
Which never fail to add up to the same number!
Seedbeds of nerves, evil aperture.
How it snatches from its four corners
At the daily chained extremities!
Kind turnkey of innumerable keys,
If you were here, if you could see
Till what hour these walls remain four,
We should both be against them, we two,
More two than ever. And neither should you weep.
Speak, O liberator!
Ah, the walls of the cell!
Meanwhile I am hurt all the more
By the two long ones which, this night, possess
Something of mothers already dead,
Each leading a child by the hand
Down bromine steps.
And I am left alone,
The right hand upraised, which serves for both,
Seeking the third arm
Which, between my where and my when.
Must look for man’s powerless superiority.
LVI.
Every day I blindly get up at dawn
To work for my living; and I eat breakfast
Without tasting a morsel of it every morning.
Without knowing if I have achieved, or never,
Something that leaps out of the flavour,
Or is simply the heart, which having turned back, shall lament
Until the time when this is least of all.
A child would grow up surfeited with happiness
Oh dawns,
Faced with his parents’ regret at not being able to leave us,
To uproot themselves from their dreams of love for this world;
Faced with those who, like God, from so much love,
Understand each other even until they become creators
And love us even to doing us harm.
Fringes on an invisible pattern,
Teeth which ferret out from neuter emotion, pillars
Without base or capital,
In the great mouth which has lost the power of speech.
Match after match in the darkness,
Tear after tear in a cloud of dust.