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“Today I like life much less …” by César Vallejo 🇵🇪 (16 Mar 189215 Apr 1938)
Translated from the Spanish by H. R. Hays
Today I like life much less,
But I always enjoy living: I used to say so.
I almost touched the part of my everything and restrained myself
With a pull at my tongue behind every word.
Today I feel my chin as I hold it in
And in these momentary trousers I say to myself:
So much life and never!
So many years and always my weeks!
My ancestors buried with their stone
And their sad last breath that still isn’t over;
Brothers upright in body, my brothers,
And, finally, my stationary being and in a waistcoat.
I enjoy life enormously
But immediately
With my beloved death and my coffee
And seeing the leafy chestnuts of Paris
And saying:
That is an eye, this is a forehead … and repeating
So much life and the tune never fails me!
So many years and always, always, always!
I said waistcoat, I said
Everything, part, anxiety, I said almost to keep from weeping.
For it is true that I suffered in the hospital over there
And it is good and bad to have looked
My organism up and down.
I always used to enjoy living, even though it were of the belly
Because as I have been saying and I repeat it,
So much life and never! And so many years,
And always, much always, always, always!