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“Who Shall Deliver Me?” by Christina Rossetti 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿 (5 Dec 1830 – 29 Dec 1894)
God strengthen me to bear myself;
That heaviest weight of all to bear,
Inalienable weight of care.
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All others are outside myself;
I lock my door and bar them out,
The turmoil, tedium, gad-about.
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I lock my door upon myself,
And bar them out; but who shall wall
Self from myself, most loathed of all?
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If I could once lay down myself,
And start self-purged upon the race
That all must run! Death runs apace.
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If I could set aside myself,
And start with lightened heart upon
The road by all men overgone!
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God harden me against myself,
This coward with pathetic voice
Who craves for ease and rest and joys:
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Myself, arch-traitor to myself;
My hollowest friend, my deadliest foe,
My clog whatever road I go.
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Yet One there is can curb myself,
Can roll the strangling load from me.
Break off the yoke and set me free.