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“Bitterness of Death” by D. H. Lawrence 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿 (11 Sep 1885 – 2 Mar 1930)
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Ah stern cold man
How can you lie so relentless hard
While I wash you with weeping water!
Do you set your face against the daughter
Of life? Can you never discard
Your curt pride’s ban?
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You masquerader!
How can you shame to act this part
Of unswerving indifference to me?
You want at last ah me!
To break my heart
Evader!
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You know your mouth
Was always sooner to soften
Even than your eyes.
Now shut it lies
Relentless however often
I kiss it in drouth.
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It has no breath
Nor any relaxing. Where
Where are you what have you done?
What is this mouth of stone?
How did you dare
Take cover in death!
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Once you could see
The white moon show like a breast revealed
By the slipping shawl of stars.
Could see the small stars tremble
As the heart beneath did wield
Systole diastole.
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All the lovely macrocosm
Was woman once to you
Bride to your groom.
No tree in bloom
But it leaned you a new
White bosom.
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And always and ever
Soft as a summering tree
Unfolds from the sky for your good
Unfolded womanhood;
Shedding you down as a tree
Sheds its flowers on a river.
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I saw your brows
Set like rocks beside a sea of gloom
And I shed my very soul down into your thought;
Like flowers I fell to be caught
On the comforted pool like bloom
That leaves the boughs.
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Oh masquerader
With a hard face white-enamelled
What are you now?
Do you care no longer how
My heart is trammelled
Evader?
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Is this you after all
Metallic obdurate
With bowels of steel?
Did you never feel?—
Cold insensate
Mechanical!
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Ah no!—you multiform
You that I loved you wonderful
You who darkened and shone
You were many men in one;
But never this null
This never-warm!
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Is this the sum of you?
Is it all nought?
Cold metal-cold?
Are you all told
Here iron-wrought?
Is this what’s become of you?