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“Don Juan” by Marina Tsvetaeva 🇷🇺 (8 Oct 1892 – 31 Aug 1941)
Translated from the Russian by Ilya Shambat
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Under the sixth birch
At the corner church
On the frosty dawn
Wait, Don Juan!
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But with groom, alas,
And my life I swear,
There is nowhere
In my land to kiss!
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We don’t have a fountain,
And the well did freeze,
Strict, severe eyes
Does Madonna have.
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And so that the beauties
Trifles would not hear
We have loud and clear
Ringing of the bell.
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Here I would have lived,
But—I will grow old,
You don’t like my world
O the handsome one.
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Ah, in a bear coat
It’s hard to recognize you,
If not for your lips too,
O Don Juan!
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Long upon the foggy dawn
The snowstorm did weep.
In a bed of snow they lay
Don Juan to sleep.
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No hot stars above his head,
Not a roaring fountain …
Othodox cross is on the chest
Of our Don Juan.
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I have brought a Sevillian
Fan, black, so that night
That’s eternal, for yourself
Would become more light.
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That you’d see a woman’s beauty
With your own sight,
I will bring without a doubt
A heart to you tonight.
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And for now—from distant lands—
Sleep now, sleep in peace!—
You have come to me. Complete,
Don Juan, is your list.
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Aren’t you tired, after so many roses,
Cities and toasts
To love me? You’re almost a skeleton,
I’m almost a ghost.
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And why should I know, that you had to call
On a higher power?
And why should I know, that there was smell of Nile
In my hair?
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No, I better tell you a tale:
January it was.
A monk with a mask carried a flashlight.
Someone threw a rose.
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Someone’s drunken voice at cathedral walls
Prayed and swore.
Don Juan of Castille met Carmen
At this hour.
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Exactly—midnight.
Moon—like a hawk.
“Why—do you peer?”
“Thus—I peer!”
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“Do you like me?” “No.”
“Do you recognize me?” “Maybe.”
“I am Don Juan.”
“And I am Carmen.”
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And this Don Juan had Donna Anna,
And this Don Juan possessed a sword.
Of the beautiful, unhappy Don Juan
This from people is the only word.
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But I was a clever one today:
I at midnight stepped on roadside,
Someone went along with me in stride
Calling names.
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And in fog the staff paled, a strange one …
There was no Donna Anna for Don Juan!
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And the silk sash is falling
To his feet—a snake heavenly …
And “someday, when she’s underground,
You will calm down” they tell me.
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I see my profile, old
And arrogant in brocade white.
And somewhere—guitars—guitars—
And youths in a cloak like the night.
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And somebody under mask hiding:
“Recognize!”—“I don’t know”—“Recognize!”
And the silk sash is falling
On a square round like paradise.
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And fanning in eyes of the coming
Sadness and sin,
You pass the city—brutally-black,
Heavenly-thin.
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Covered with torment, like with fog,
Is your eye.
In loop—a rose, in all the pockets—
Words of love. Aye!
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I hear your call over the restaurant
Violin.
I send a smile to you from the distance,
Robber king!
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And then I recognize that same look,
Spreading my wings,
With which in Castille at me stared
Your older sibling.