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“Oh, how many of them fell into this abyss …” by Marina Tsvetaeva 🇷🇺 (8 Oct 1892 – 31 Aug 1941)
Translated from the Russian by Rolf W. F. Gross
Oh, how many of them fell into this abyss,
Openess far in the distance!
The day will come when I am gone
From the surface of the earth.
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Stiffen all that singing and struggle,
Shine and burst.
And the green of my eyes, and gentle voice,
And the gold hair.
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And there is life with its daily bread,
With forgetfulness of the day.
And it was all—as would be under heaven
And there was no me!
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Changeable, like children are, each mine,
And as long as there is evil,
We love the hour when the wood in the fireplace
Turns to ashes.
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A cello, and often a procession,
And the bell in the village …
—I, so lively and present
On this gentle earth!
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To all of you—I, who knows no measure,
Strangers and all?!—
I appeal for faith
And ask for love.
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And day and night, in writing and talking:
In truth, yes and no,
Because I do that so often—very sadly
And I am only twenty
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Therefore I ask straight for—
Forgiveness of all injuries,
Caused by my unrestrained affection
And a too proud appearance,
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For a speedy improvement,
In truth, in a game …
—Listen!—Would someone love me—
For that would I die.