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“Today was melting …” by Marina Tsvetaeva 🇷🇺 (8 Oct 1892 – 31 Aug 1941)
Translated from the Russian by Ilya Shambat
Today was melting, and today
Before the window I did stand.
A sober look, a freer chest,
I’m satisfied just once again.
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I don’t know why. Perhaps the soul
Has simply grown tired of it all,
And somehow the rebellious pencil
I do not wish to touch at all.
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Distant to good and evil both,
Inside the fog I stood, and thus,
Was lightly drumming with my finger
Upon the barely sounding glass.
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It is indifferent to the soul
Than this one you first met—say I—
Than mother-of-the-pearl mud puddles
Where in full pleasure splashed the sky,
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Than bird that overhead is flying
And dog that’s simply running by
And even the impoverished singer
Did not begin to make me cry.
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The dear art of oblivion
The soul has mastered all the way.
Some overwhelmingly big feeling
Melted within my soul today.