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“The Trapper’s Christmas Eve” by Robert W. Service 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🇨🇦 (16 Jan 1874 – 11 Sep 1958)
It’s mighty lonesome-like and drear.
Above the Wild the moon rides high,
And shows up sharp and needle-clear
The emptiness of earth and sky;
No happy homes with love a-glow;
No Santa Claus to make believe:
Just snow and snow, and then more snow;
It’s Christmas Eve, it’s Christmas Eve.
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And here am I where all things end,
And Undesirables are hurled;
A poor old man without a friend,
Forgot and dead to all the world;
Clean out of sight and out of mind …
Well, maybe it is better so;
We all in life our level find,
And mine, I guess, is pretty low.
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Yet as I sit with pipe alight
Beside the cabin-fire, it’s queer
This mind of mine must take to-night
The backward trail of fifty year.
The school-house and the Christmas tree;
The children with their cheeks a-glow;
Two bright blue eyes that smile on me …
Just half a century ago.
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Again (it’s maybe forty years),
With faith and trust almost divine,
These same blue eyes, abrim with tears,
Through depths of love look into mine.
A parting, tender, soft and low,
With arms that cling and lips that cleave …
Ah me! it’s all so long ago,
Yet seems so sweet this Christmas Eve.
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Just thirty years ago, again …
We say a bitter, LAST good-bye;
Our lips are white with wrath and pain;
Our little children cling and cry.
Whose was the fault? it matters not,
For man and woman both deceive;
It’s buried now and all forgot,
Forgiven, too, this Christmas Eve.
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And she (God pity me) is dead;
Our children men and women grown.
I like to think that they are wed,
With little children of their own,
That crowd around their Christmas tree …
I would not ever have them grieve,
Or shed a single tear for me,
To mar their joy this Christmas Eve.
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Stripped to the buff and gaunt and still
Lies all the land in grim distress.
Like lost soul wailing, long and shrill,
A wolf-howl cleaves the emptiness.
Then hushed as Death is everything.
The moon rides haggard and forlorn …
“O hark the herald angels sing!”
God bless all men—it’s Christmas morn.