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“The Secret” by Thomas Merton 🇺🇸 (31 Jan 1915 – 10 Dec 1968)
Since I am
Somebody’s dream,
I have a good life.
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Sometimes I go away in my sailboat on a cloud
and take a quiet little trip.
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I have a secret
which I have learned how to read inside myself;
if I told it to you,
it would make you laugh.
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My heart is naked
and no one can put clothes on it,
and nothing can be put on
that will not immediately fall off.
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My secret is ignorant,
it doesn’t sing songs,
no lie,
it has nothing to tell you.
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My two eyes
are maps of the planet—
I see everything
and nothing upsets me.
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Just now
I was in China
and saw there a great piece of happiness
that belonged to one man.
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And I have been to the center of the earth,
where there is no suffering.
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If on your loneliest nights,
I visit other planets
and the most secret stars of all,
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besides being no one,
know that I am you
and everybody.
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But if I go away
without giving you a name to remember me with,
how will I find
the right dream to return to?
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You won’t have to mark down
on your calendar that I am coming back;
don’t bother to write me into your notebooks.
I will be around
when you aren’t thinking about me,
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without hair or a neck,
without a nose and cheeks
no reputation—
there won’t be anything.
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I am a bird
which God made.