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“The Dream” by Vladimir Nabokov 🇷🇺🇺🇸 (22 Apr 1899 – 2 Jul 1977)
Translated from the Russian by the author
To my alarm clock its lesson I set
for next morning, and into the darkness
I release my bedroom like a balloon,
and step into sleep with relief.
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Then, in sleep itself, I’m possessed by a sort
of subordinate drowsiness. Dimly
I see a round table. I cannot make out
those sitting at it. We’re all waiting for somebody.
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One of the guests has a pocket flashlight
that he trains on the door, like a pistol;
and higher in stature, and brighter in face
a dead friend of mine enters, laughing.
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Without any astonishment I talk to him,
now alive, and I feel there is no deception.
The once mortal wound has gone from his brow
as if it had been some light make-up.
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We talk, I feel gay. Then, suddenly,
there’s a falter, an odd embarrassment.
My friend leads me aside
and whispers something in explanation.
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But I do not hear. A long-ringing bell
summons to the performance:
the alarm clock repeats its lesson
and daylight breaks through my eyelids.
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Looking, just for one moment, of the wrong shape,
the world lands catlike, on all
its four feet at once, and now stands
familiar both to the mind and the eye.
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But, good Lord—when by chance the dream is recalled
during the day, in somebody’s drawing room,
or when in a flash it comes back to one
in front of a gunsmith’s window—
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how grateful one is to unearthly powers
that the dead can appear in one’s sleep,
how proud of the dream, of that nighttime event,
is one’s shaken soul!