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“Ten Days Leave” by W. D. Snodgrass 🇺🇸 (5 Jan 1926 – 13 Jan 2009)
He steps down from the dark train, blinking; stares
At trees like miracles. He will play games
With boys or sit up all night touching chairs.
Talking with friends, he can recall their names.
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Noon burns against his eyelids, but he lies
Hunched in his blankets; he is half awake
But still lacks nerve to open up his eyes;
Supposing it were just his old mistake?
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But no; it seems just like it seemed.
His folks Pursue their lives like toy trains on a track.
He can foresee each of his father’s jokes
Like words in some old movie that’s come back.
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He is like days when you’ve gone some place new
To deal with certain strangers, though you never
Escape the sense in everything you do,
“We’ve done this all once. Have I been here, ever?”
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But no; he thinks it must recall some old film, lit
By lives you want to touch; as if he’d slept
And must have dreamed this setting, peopled it,
And wakened out of it. But someone’s kept
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His dream asleep here like a small homestead
Preserved long past its time in memory
Of some great man who lived here and is dead.
They have restored his landscape faithfully:
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The hills, the little houses, the costumes,
How real it seems! But he comes, wide awake,
A tourist whispering through the priceless rooms
Who must not touch things or his hand might break
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Their sleep and black them out. He wonders when
He’ll grow into his sleep so sound again.