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“Journey” by Edna St. Vincent Millay 🇺🇸 (22 Feb 189219 Oct 1950)
Ah could I lay me down in this long grass
And close my eyes and let the quiet wind
Blow over me—I am so tired so tired
Of passing pleasant places! All my life
Following Care along the dusty road
Have I looked back at loveliness and sighed;
Yet at my hand an unrelenting hand
Tugged ever and I passed. All my life long
Over my shoulder have I looked at peace
And now I fain would lie in this long grass
And close my eyes.
Yet onward!
Cat-birds call
Through the long afternoon and creeks at dusk
Are guttural. Whip-poor-wills wake and cry
Drawing the twilight close about their throats.
Only my heart makes answer. Eager vines
Go up the rocks and wait; flushed apple-trees
Pause in their dance and break the ring for me;
Dim shady wood-roads redolent of fern
And bayberry that through sweet bevies thread
Of round-faced roses pink and petulant
Look back and beckon ere they disappear.
Only my heart only my heart responds.
Yet ah my path is sweet on either side
All through the dragging day—sharp underfoot
And hot and like dead mist the dry dust hangs—
But far oh far as passionate eye can reach
And long ah long as rapturous eye can cling
The world is mine: blue hill still silver lake
Broad field bright flower and the long white road
A gateless garden and an open path:
My feet to follow and my heart to hold.