The days have closed behind my back
Since I came into these hills.
Now memory is a single field
One peasant tills and tills.
So far away, if I should turn
I know I could not find
That place again. These mountains make
The backward gaze half-blind,
Yet sharp my sight till it can catch
The ranges rising clear
Far in futurity’s high-walled land;
But I am rooted here.
And do not know where lies my way,
Backward or forward. If I could
I’d leap Time’s bound or turn and hide
From Time in my ancestral wood.
Double delusion! Here I’m held
By the mystery of the rock,
Must watch in a perpetual dream
The horizon’s gates unlock and lock,
See on the harvest fields of Time
The mountains heaped like sheaves,
And the valleys opening out
Like a volume’s turning leaves,
Dreaming of a peak whose height
Will show me every hill,
A single mountain on whose side
Life blooms for ever and is still.