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“Adam Snow” by John Ashbery 🇺🇸 (28 Jul 19273 Sep 2017)
Let’s try the ingenuous mode, if for no better
Reason than its staying power: locked into a continuum
That rises and falls with the contours of this earth,
Inhabiting a Tom Tiddler’s ground of special pleading
And cash and carry. Long lines at the checkout counter
Are a reason to behave, sad and dramatic, silhouetted
Against the tidal wave. For what must be, must be,
The old priest said, his face a maze
Of claw-prints in the snow
Which always arrives in time to antagonize
Or humor, before bedtime, it’s your choice.
And suddenly outlines unlock
The forms they were sequestering, just to make it simple
And equal.
Ah, but all fakes aren’t alike.
I think we must settle for the big thing
Since quality, though a matter of survival,
Is such a personal call. Sometimes it’s nowhere at all
Or a faint girl will make light of it, saying
In the sprockets in the backwoods there are no noticeable
Standards, nothing to judge one or be judged by.
It’s true the refreshing absence of color
Produces an effect like that of time;
That you may be running through thistles one moment
And across a sheet of thin ice the next and not be aware
Of any difference, only that you have been granted an extension.
Make sure you clean up this mess. Other than that
Listening to widely spaced catcalls is OK
The livelong day, and sleep isn’t rationed.
Yet one can only question how the system arose,
Creating itself, I suppose,
Since nothing else has yet taken that responsibility.
If it makes you happier to feel, to see the horror
Of living one’s life alone for something, what the heck,
Be my guest, it takes two to tango
After all, or something, doesn’t it?
And you get right back on that conveyor belt
Of dreams to tip the scale modestly
Into your own enterprise, nest-egg, portfolio
Of standard greetings and uncommon manners.
The ending can’t take the blame.
It read like the cubist diary of a brook
That sidled past the house one day
On its way to a rendezvous with some river
We can never cross twice. And the gradual
Escalation lay near by: we cannot call it back
Yet may meet it again, in other times, under different auspices.