Rainy days are best,
There is some permanence in the angle
That things make with the ground;
In not taking off after apologies.
The speedometer’s at sundown.
Even as they spoke the sun was beginning to disappear behind a cloud.
All right so it’s better to have vague outlines
But wrapped, tightly, around one’s mood
Of something like vengeful joy. And in the wood
It’s all the same too.
I think I liked you better when I seldom knew you.
But lovers are like hermits or cats: they
Don’t know when to come in, to stop
Breaking off twigs for dinner.
In the little station I waited for you
And shall, what with all the interest
I bear toward plans of yours and the future
Of stars it makes me thirsty
Just to go down on my knees looking
In the sawdust for joy.
June and the nippers will scarcely look our way.
And be bold then it’s then
This cloud imagines us and all that our story
Was ever going to be, and we catch up
To ourselves, but they are the selves of others.
And with it all the city starts to live
As a place where one can believe in moving
To a particular name and be there, and then
It’s more action falling back refreshed into death.
We can survive the storms, wearing us
Like rainbow hats, afraid to retrace steps
To the past that was only recently ours,
Afraid of finding a party there.
O in all your life were you ever teased
Like this, and it became your mind?
Where still some saunter on the bank in mixed
Plum shade and weary sun, resigned
To the installations on the opposite bank, we mix
Breathless greetings and tears and lately taste
The precious supplies.