He steps down from the dark train, blinking; stares
At trees like miracles. He will play games
With boys or sit up all night touching chairs.
Talking with friends, he can recall their names.
Noon burns against his eyelids, but he lies
Hunched in his blankets; he is half awake
But still lacks nerve to open up his eyes;
Supposing it were just his old mistake?
But no; it seems just like it seemed.
His folks Pursue their lives like toy trains on a track.
He can foresee each of his father’s jokes
Like words in some old movie that’s come back.
He is like days when you’ve gone some place new
To deal with certain strangers, though you never
Escape the sense in everything you do,
“We’ve done this all once. Have I been here, ever?”
But no; he thinks it must recall some old film, lit
By lives you want to touch; as if he’d slept
And must have dreamed this setting, peopled it,
And wakened out of it. But someone’s kept
His dream asleep here like a small homestead
Preserved long past its time in memory
Of some great man who lived here and is dead.
They have restored his landscape faithfully:
The hills, the little houses, the costumes,
How real it seems! But he comes, wide awake,
A tourist whispering through the priceless rooms
Who must not touch things or his hand might break
Their sleep and black them out. He wonders when
He’ll grow into his sleep so sound again.