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“My love, I have betrayed you …” by Conrad Aiken 🇺🇸 (5 Aug 188917 Aug 1973)
My love, I have betrayed you seventy times
In this brief period since our hearts were met;
Against your ghost contrived unnumbered crimes,
And many times your image overset;
Forgot you, worshipped elsewhere, flung a flower
To meaner beauty, proved an infidel;
Showing my heart not loyal beyond an hour,
Forswearing Paradise, and invoking Hell.
Alas! What chains of thought can thinking bind?
It is in thought alone that I have faltered;
It is my faithless, vain, quicksilver mind,
By every chance and change too lightly altered.
Can we absolve, from this all-staining sin,
The angelic love who sits, ashamed, within?